Saturday night has passed without any Saturday night-out for me. I don't know I am just not in party-mode lately. Maybe I've went past the cocktail-in-one-hand-cute-little-handbag-in-the-other-whilst-dancing-in-a-laserlit-room-with-a-masterful-DJ-spinning-some-tracks kind of lifestyle. I have finally succumbed to the idea of being a simple homebuddy. I am officially no fun. Except for the better-than-normal online life I lead, yeah I am officially no fun. I am without someone I could call my own, someone I could tag along when I wanted some much needed caffeine fix and good conversation alongside. But I tell you, I am not one bit lonely. It's just that I miss the comforts of having a warm body next to you. I think about this all the time especially when I only have me, myself and I. So bottomline, I am happy being single but I am starting to get bored. Too much for being picky to say the least.
Okay, enough of the melancholic thoughts.
To be coherent with the title of this blog entry, yes, it is already almost 2AM and I lie awake and couldn't get myself to sleep. I am waiting for this someone so we can talk again. But guess luck is not on my side. So what better way to spend this sleepless night than to read some of the goldmine blogs I bumped into these past few days. I am not yet ready to reveal the links but I tell you they are equally entertaining and interesting and yeah utterly motivating. It is not porn for the record. Anyway, let me know if you want some links and I would willingly oblige to your wishes. I will share to you some links, maybe 1, 2 or 3 depending on how much alphabet diarrhea you can handle. Uh, excuse the term.
Some updates about me and my quest to finish my MBA: I am enrolling this August (first trimester) and not in November. First day of classes will be on August 26 as per the Registrar's Office employee I talked to. I will have to spend 4 hours in school once a week for every subject. The school's fee is a bit pricey but I hope it would all be worth it. I'll probably be a common face in Rockwell because of this. Cheers to tanks of white chocolate mocha that I am probably going to consume whilst finishing grad school and while burrowing my nose in thick books. Expect that after about a couple of years, my name will be a little bit longer already. Hmmmm, not getting married yet but of course having MBA after my last name separated with a comma. Right now, I can only thank heavens for being a DCSE (Dell Certified Systems Expert) and ARE (Advanced Resolutions Expert). I bet my folks are proud, I am an expert (no pun intended).
All these thinking brought me to one thing I did today. Am I too cruel for crushing someone's ego today that led him to confess that he has been in denial and that he freakin' loves me? Problem is that I don't love him and I guess he has to accept that and move on and find the one made for him. Meanwhile, I am still waiting to build a perfect (or not-so-perfect-but-extra-wonderful) relationship with someone I'd grow old waking up next to and yeah build a dreamhouse with a white picket fence too. Sigh! (I therefore conclude I'm in a horrible state of melodrama as I am all awake thinking about this when in fact I should have been sleeping already.)
P.S.
I am anxious for my next waxing trip. Last week, me and a coworker decided to go back to Heaven on the 5th (Rustans Makati) for a much needed wax session. I have totally forgotten the pain and I am yet to feel it again. Honestly, it's painful as hell but we both loved the results. And I guess we really liked it such that we are going back. Will have to call for an appointment so we get the prime schedule, as soon as the mall opens.
Tomorrow, I hope, will not be the same as today. I will have to go get my nails done again and deliver my dirty laundry to the laundry shop. I am yet to sort them as I don't want some extra sensitive fabric damaged. I've pretty much scolded myself many times over for committing the same mistake over and over again...getting some silk and lace laundered and dried like they are some cheap cotton you buy at little more than half the price. Ahhh, I need someone to do my laundry by hand.
So far here's my to-do list tomorrow:
-go to Dashing Diva and have my nails done. I'll prolly get some red polish. Hmmmm!
-buy some kitchen tools (a nonstick pan, a wooden ladle and a good quality peeler and oh some dishwashing liquid)
-go to La Senza and see if they have the nice maroon teddies I so want to buy
-go to Healthy Options and buy another bottle of Honey Mustard Dressing. I tell you they have the most delicious all-natural, organic honey mustard dressing in town.
-bring my dirty clothes to the laundry shop
-watch Keeping Up With The Kardashians and The Apprentice aired over Velvet TV
At last, I am feeling a little sleepy already...Maybe I need to keep this monitor shut and my eyes shut too. Will surely be back a little later today.
Have a good one!
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