Forever, KB

Last night while we were talking, KB asked if I am getting bored of our conversations already. The first thing I thought of was not myself or my answer to his question. I thought the other way. I know I trust and love him and believe everything that he has said to me but truth be told the first thought that crossed my mind was is he asking me this because he feels that way already? Is he getting bored? Is this long distance relationship taking a toll on him already? Is our relationship too much too handle? I had a lot of questions in mind but still muttered a very confident "No, I am not and I love every single moment we get to spend together despite our busy schedules. Are you?" I was for a moment hoping that I will like his answer and sure he said No as well. A simple two-letter word that meant the world to me at that time. A two-letter word that assured me that we are indeed going somewhere.

I know those kind of questions would come, some expected and some would be rather unexpected. I say, I appreciate him being so involved in our relationship so much. I was rather skeptic when we started about how much time he could spend with me and yet I am getting so much quality time and then some. I would often tell him thanks and he would quip a pointblank that how it's supposed to be. This is a perfect case of me not expecting too much but yet getting more than what I expect. So out of the ordinary...

And so, I would like YOU to know how I really feel about you right now through this:

There are times

When I just want to look at your face

With the stars in the night

There are times

When i just want to feel your embrace

On a cold night

I just can't believe that you are mine now...

You were just a dream that i once knew

I never thought i would be right for you

I just can't compare you with anything in this world

You're all i need to be forevermore

All those years

I long to hold you in my arms

I've been dreaming of you every night

I've been watching all the stars that fall down

Wishing you will be mine

Time & again

There are these changes that we cannot end

As sure as time keeps going on & on

My love for you will be forevermore

I love you Babe. I hope you settle in the comfort of my LOVE...only for you!