Stress.
It has been a not-so-rare occurrence after learning that there is a feeling associated with it and that "this" certain feeling is homologous to the word akin to it. Stress is a physical or physiological stimulus that can produce mental or physiological reactions that oftentimes lead to some certain illnesses.
My stressors range from the mundane to the extraordinary. I'm stressed with many-a-little thing. I easily get annoyed with carelessness and nonchalantness. I oftentimes get perturbed with unaffected simplicity or absence of careful thought. Truth be told sometimes I create my own ghosts. I am so good at worrying over spilled milk. I show unabashed disgust to things that I really don't favor or situations that I don't want to be immersed into. I'm stressed when I'm piqued. Much more when I become irascible because of an uncalled for remark.
Waking up late or waking up too early (ahead of my set alarm) ticks me off. Waiting too long for a ride when I want to go somewhere, aside from being one of my pet peeves,makes me more waspish than "humanish". Hearing my name pronounced in such a weird way (Kayeza or Keesa, or Keyzaa, or whatever), irks me. Talking to a person I don't want to talk to even for just a minute or two (I'm left without a choice) exasperates me. Queuing in an ATM for more than 10 minutes annoys me (what more when the machine runs out of cash or when the machine refuse to spew your card out?). Dealing with bitches and self-righteous individuals embitters me.
See, I am oftentimes stressed in times of distress. Come to think of it, as mundane as it may seem or as trivial as it may appear, my stressors don't rank high in the stressors scale. But it's it. And I am and I feel. There might be something wrong. Maybe I am unhappy or maybe I am just plain and simple resentful. Maybe I am just full of hate right now or maybe I'm just disgruntled, disenchanted and disheartened. Maybe, yes, maybe. I am caught inside a tote-em-pole of my bizarre thoughts, my eccentricity, my oddity.
I am in distress right now and I am so overly stressed. Give me a break!
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