I could never find the most fitting song to what I am going through right now until I heard Ayla Brown's song. The song is entitled "Pick It Up". Ayla's voice I think is amazing, so full of emotions.
"I was your world, your only girl but you turned it all around. My heart is beating on the floor but I can barely breathe. You tore it out, you left me there to bleed but I'll pick it up tonight!"
Ayla Brown is one of "Americal Idol" hopefuls that didn't make it. Here's a little story of her AI journey from her website:
Brown embarked on her Idol journey in August 2005, standing in line with her mother, Gail Huff, at Gillette Stadium in Foxboro, Mass., for eighteen hours in the pouring rain in hopes of impressing the producers with her audition. After clearing the preliminary rounds, Brown faced the three celebrity judges later that year in Boston. She chose to sing Marvin Gaye and Tammi Terrellâ's duet of "Ain't No Mountain High Enough," which sent her through to Hollywood.
After a grueling week in Hollywood, Brown was sent through to the coveted Top 24. In her first performance week Brown sang Christina Aguilera's "Reflection." Being declared safe from elimination the next night, Brown advanced to the Top 20. For that week she performed Celine Dion's ballad "I Want You to Need Me." The voting public liked what they saw, and gave Brown another week on the show. In the Top 16 week, she chose to sing up-and-coming British singer Natasha Bedingfield's "Unwritten."
When the votes came in on March 9, Brown did not qualify to move into the Top 12, but she held her head up high and sang a reprise of "Unwritten" for the show's 30 million viewers one last time.
Yes, I am going to pick up the pieces, one broken piece each day. Someone's rushing to help with a glue to make it easier but I passed up. I want to feel every little pain so I won't have to be in this situation again. I am still hurt but the feeling is getting easier each day. Not knowing what has gone awry makes it all the more difficult. I guess it's just the way it supposed to be. Jelle, you were the extremes! Still, I could not afford to get mad at you. I wish you well and myself too.
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:( what happened
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